Food For Thought

It’s human nature to love
It’s given to us as a gift from above,
But this gift we misuse
And abuse.
How can we love something finite
So unpredictable like dynamite
Not knowing if or when it will explode
In turn making ourselves implode
From all of this uncertainty we put ourselves into
And our morals we don’t adhere to
It’s sad.
It’s human nature.
But we are created to go against it
Some way, some how, bit by bit
We need to realize the ultimate picture
That this is more than just an adventure.
This endeavor is a saga, an odyssey.
And it will get quite messy
Just have faith and be patient
Nothing can be fixed with a trident.
No magic no mystical power
Except the power granted by the creator
So now rest your soul in His hands
And from there everything will workout even your plans.

Life is like metal, malleable but needs a certain force to bend in order to be shaped.

My loving friend.
I love the fact that you’re near
You’re presence is always felt
Although distance is between us
We never fail to strengthen our bond
And that’s what true friendship is
Not needing to see one another
To know we’ll always be there
Knowing that we both care
And although this life will never be fair
I will untangle the mess in the midst of ur dispair
I am here always and forever
In every single endeavor
And although things feel rough
And seem utterly tough
I won’t let you down
Because I will curl your frown
And i will never let you drown.
I love you
And am happy for you
Perhaps these days things seem foggy
I promise a day will come soon
Where you won’t feel this doom
I wish nothing but the best
And I leave God to handle the rest.

Why dwell over what’s gone
When it was never meant to be
Why sit stay unmoving
When its you, you’re hurting
Why search for reasons
When you can find answers
Move on
Be strong
Strength isnt a measure of brawn
It is will to over come
The worldly things that you’ve become
The strength to find the true light
The one that’s clear in sight
Yet, we tend to divert from its path
And thus have to face his wrath.

I want my life to progress
But this new chapter, I cannot access
It’s hard, tough
And downright rough
I don’t know where to begin
In this big mess I’m in
I’m trying to survive and prosper
But my fears, I cannot concur
I don’t know what to do
I feel stagnant, immobile
Might as well sit and count tiles
I feel ridiculous and in an abyss
And those days I longed for I’ve missed
Who am I without you?
The person I once knew
I miss you
And it hurts like hell
I just feel lost without my comforting shell
And it hurts so bad, this pain, this agony
It feels like a tragedy
Why did I let myself go
My tears were once a flow
And now my eyes are dry
I cannot cry
I feel emptiness
I feel hollow
I wanna let go
But I won’t, I just can’t
And now I’m sitting here off on a rant
I’m a tornado, a hurricane of emotions
And I cannot let it consume me
I just wanna be free
These shackles are binding me
Although, I do have the key
I need to use it
Before I lose it
You’ve moved on
And I should carry on
But I’m burdened by your absence
I’m afraid looking into the future
Because it’s so unclear and distraught
My mind goes off into millions of places
And I’m getting sick of this
What do I do just tell me
I WANT TO BE FREE!!!

How can I feel pain for something lost
When that thing didn’t exist.
How can I miss something that wasn’t… Real.
How can I heal a wound that cannot be seen?
If I can’t see it, does that mean its not there?
And if you painted a wonderful portrait, does that mean its real?
Sometimes the things you see aren’t real, and the things you will never see are reality itself.
So, how can we decipher truth from so called reality.
I went through this looking at a mirage, an illusion.
Now, I have to remind myself that it isn’t real… It wasn’t real!
But the pain that resonates is real caused by a cascade of lies.
And now I’m here. Alone. Missing someone I thought I had known.
But you were just an illusion.
And now what’s left, is nothing but a memory of the beautiful illusion you created for me.

I’m grateful to have a family
That genuinely cares about me
A father devoted and loving
With all of their flaws,
I wouldn’t trade them for the world
I love them and I feel blessed to have them.